Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I don't give a ...

Almost a year of blogging for me now, I like to throw out these lines in universe. Like a drowning woman lifelines into the sea. I've tried to be optimistic and honest in my posts, as I strongly believe that the beauty I give is what makes my life more worth living.

But today it's time for a big rant on unempathic doctors. But I get so much pain in my belly from only thinking about it, I don't know were to start.
*How about asking a 12 year old girl who has her period for four weeks in a row, to undress. And as she comes back dressed in white cotton shirt and underpants say, 'you have to take your underpants of and sit on the bed with your legs in the iron things'. And without explaining starts to examine her...
*Or the gynaecologist asking the woman in pain during the same examination if she has troubles with intercourse, because by the tense way this goes he could not imagine it to go well...

Assholes go fuck your selves! And if you believe in Hell burn in it!
Next time I'll come to the hospital I'll try to bring some big Hell's Angels with me, and we will put you in the chair on your knees and start pushing medical instruments in you, see how you like that.

Pfff, breath out, breath in and remember I'm not my pain.
Love and trust, Elisa

I don't give a ... - Peaches

6 comments:

Irene said...

Sadly, most of these doctors, as they call themselves, are not worth to be called that, they are real assholes.......excuse my language! I'm so sorry for your daughter, to have this miserable experience at this young age....I hope she will survive this examination, but with a mum like you, she will get the support to survive and go on with her life....I wish her all the best, from the bottom of my heart, nobody should be treated like that, especially a 12 year old, they have no heart or feelings....these so called doctors!

elisa said...

O, Irene, I'm so happy to tell you that this is about me at 12 and not my daughter. I so hope her future will be so much better in this way.
Thanks for your kind words.

Irene said...

Happy to hear this is not about your daughter, sad to hear, this happened to you.....Hopefully her future will be better, without these terrible experiences, our daughter was kind of late,with her first period, she was 14 and had her first period on my birthday, without problems pffffff, she was so happy, because all her friends already did menstruate, funny world ;-)

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Friederike! said...

nightmare! I made similar experiences with gynaecologists. This species seems to have big talent in being a..holes :)
I hope you are healty again and without pains?

ainesse said...

Oh Elisa

I knew you were speaking of yourself as a young girl who felt invaded and hurt and let down by the so called"adult" world. I used to have to go through loads of these examinations because I had gynacological difficulties such as pelvic inflamations and ectopic pregnancy and endometreosis and other unmemorable "conditions". But it was always horrible to have this experience. If you had been subject to rape, this additionally compounded that event though the intention was not a malicious one.

Glad to be well past all of it now having gone through my menopause early at age 37.

The memory always remains but the pain does eventually fade........

thank gawd

yours in sisterhood

Aine